hands hands hands

Tonight I proofread an essay for a friend of mine who is applying to colleges.

As I read, I realized that is has been a long time since I last wrote.

Just wrote.

I haven't had to write for school.

I haven't really written on here.

I haven't even been keeping up in a friend journal.

Or in my own journal for that matter.

This needs to change.

For sure.

For sure.

"I find the whole concept of being ‘sexy’ embarrassing and confusing. If I do an interview with photographs people desperately want to change me - dye my hair blonder, pluck my eyebrows, give me a fringe. Then there’s the choice of clothes. I know everyone wants a picture of me in a mini-skirt. But that’s not me. I feel uncomfortable. I’d never go out in a mini-skirt. It’s nothing to do with protecting the Hermione image. I wouldn’t do that. Personally, I don’t actually think it’s even that sexy. What’s sexy about saying, ‘I’m here with my boobs out and a short skirt, have a look at everything I’ve got?’ My idea of sexy is that less is more. The less you reveal the more people can wonder. - emma watson

neely

I feel like some part of my world has crashed with that car.

and I think that is how it's suppose to feel.

so here's a post dedicated to the people I grew to love who made some poor choices last night.

and the one who didn't make it out alive.

you touched my life more than you'll ever know.

past and present

I'm sad today.

Don't care much for much.
I just want something to make sense.
I'm a tad overwhelmed.
Please boy, go away today.
Can't you see that I'll never love you.
And you'll never love me.
Why can't we just let that be.
I don't want to be with you today.
I just want to be alone.
I want you to know that I care.
That I want something more with you.
But it can't happen.
It just wasn't meant to be.
And today, I am sad.
It is because I know this is true.
It is because I wish that it wasn't.

You may not know this, but I have a high tendency to write blog posts and then not post them. I wrote this particular post in March. March 18th to be exact. Its amazing how I can feel so many of the same feelings.