past and present

I'm sad today.

Don't care much for much.
I just want something to make sense.
I'm a tad overwhelmed.
Please boy, go away today.
Can't you see that I'll never love you.
And you'll never love me.
Why can't we just let that be.
I don't want to be with you today.
I just want to be alone.
I want you to know that I care.
That I want something more with you.
But it can't happen.
It just wasn't meant to be.
And today, I am sad.
It is because I know this is true.
It is because I wish that it wasn't.

You may not know this, but I have a high tendency to write blog posts and then not post them. I wrote this particular post in March. March 18th to be exact. Its amazing how I can feel so many of the same feelings.